sian.. whole day do nutting.. rotting at home liao.. keep watching tv.. den got scan my sketches for my portfolio.. but haven finish.. haha.. sian.. lazy to do anithing sia.. whereas everyone is studying for their exam.. gd luck to all of u out there who are studying.. jiayou!! hee.. hmm.. nutting to blog.. my com now is mute.. cos i haven buy a sound card.. haiz.. sian.. haha.. cannot listen to songs.. cannot watch vcd.. haiz.. sian sia.. but lazy to go buy.. haha.. just haf to bear with it bah.. hmm.. this is a story posted on the bulletin board on frenster.. find it v touching so decided to put it in my blog.. hee.. but v sad ending..
Message: Jin and I are best frens..we do anythingthat best frens do together...One day, i realised that i actually fell for him...so i decided to confess to him one nite where we camped with other frens. he readily agreed to be my Boyfren...Soon we started doing the usual stuffs that couples do, watching movies, having strolls in park, eating together, going to the beach...but life was not as fun when we are still best fren....we're not as close as we used to be when we're still best frens...he doesnt tok much or continued sharing his problems with mi...and so i tot he is not a suitable or loving boyfren...but i quietly kept this on my mind...But since the day he became my boyfren, i would always recieve a small teddy bear frm him... At first i thought it was lovely, butthen i wondered why he would give me this...One day, i was walking alone in the park we both frequent...Then i saw Jin together with another gal there..I crept nearthem softly overheard him saying "i love u' to the gurl. I was enraged that i run home immediately..Jin never said he love me all the while when wer'e boyfren and gurlfren.Then at midnite one day, he came to my house and passed me another teddy bear that he used to give me everyday, then said "Sorry, i forgotten to giv this to youtoday." his presence only made mi even more angry so i shouted at him, "Why u alwiz giv me this crap? All i wan to hear from u is, I love you,that's it, izit too hard???"Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place the teddy bear on my palm and left..i threwthe teddy bear into my wardrobe.The next day, Jin asked me out. We met at e bus stop near my house...he handed mi a big teddy bear but i threw the teddy to the middle of the road as i still couldnt get over e incident. He remained quiet and went to pick up the teddy. He didnt realised a truck was coming towards him. Ishouted repeatedly to warn him but he just turned back and smiled at me,and...........................*Bang*."JIN!!!!!!" I cried...the nex minute i know, he was lying on the road, the teddy in his hands covered with blood. He was sent to the hospital but in the end...i still lost him...i've lost him FOREVER...after attending his funeral, i went back home and took out all the teddy bears he gav me since the day we bcame gf bf...i counted the teddies one by one... 1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and the last teddy bear he gave me covered with his bloodwas the 365th...it has alreadly been a year we bcome bf gf...i squeezed the teddy as my tearsflowed....suddenly...*I love you~**I love you~*i was shocked..i looked at the teddies...took one of it, and pressed its tummy..*I love you~*i tried each and every teddy he gav me...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*......................and the biggest was the last teddy Jin gav me, I squeezed his big tummy...*felicia, today is our very first anniversary.....i hope to love you,today, tommoro, the day after and forever........I love you....*i dropped the teddy........ i never realised that Jin had actually told me those words..every single day....till now... i slowly picked up the teddy and whispered to the teddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always did........"Repost this....ok...For the guys/gals that you loved Tell them "i'll love u more than i cud b....i'll care abt u more than i'll care abt myself...u'll always be the 1 in my heart...
it has a v sad ending.. but it teaches us to cherish the ones ard us more.. and do tell them u love and care for them.. yup.. tats all
